December 2009
Sometimes the truth hurts more than lies Found that life meant nothing today, Forgot the very next morning And why can’t our bodies reset themselves Won’t you please reset me I am comfortably confused and thats no thanks to you Turn off the stereo and put us in a different direction Found out that humanity lost its way Not according to radio and TV But what has questioning ever gotten...
for some reason
a lot of people are getting on my back lately, but like i don’t see why now? when im the happiest i’ve been and getting on so much better with everything everyone has to niggle at me for the slightest thing ? its like whaaaaaaaaaaaaat haaa, jealouslys a bitch (; i joke i joke.
cant decide if i’d actually like a boyfriend right now or if im just feeling abit lonely, not...
when..
if ever, do some people grow up?
hahahahahahhahaha
it actually amuses me so much now :’)
being ill
dont even get me started! i hate this shit and i’ve only felt like it for half a day, i proper need something to do or im gonna go insane, but its pissing it down outside and im freezing as it is, still have no new years plans :’) extensions wont be here either, need to buy new clothes but already got like no money. yeaaaaaaaah im doing well good haha! i don’t care though tbh,...
christmas was pretty fail, spent it in my room basically, least i had someone decent to talk to im so tired for absolutely no reason and its really annoying, it looks horrible and grey outside and im sitting here with my fingers crossed for a thunderstorm, but i know it wont happen :( i love my new camera just wish i had something interesting to take photos of ha, next weeek my plan is just to see...
i'm the only person who hasn't spent christmas...
(via bryonygarner)
you’re not the only one.. i just don’t really have a family :|
:’(
dad
i so wish he was here this christmas, so much has changed :(
yeeeeah
its unreal how chirpy i am right now, so much shit has happened but i couldn’t care less! i love all my girls so much, and cheers to them for putting up with me being a ridiculously miserable fucker at times, but, im losing weight, i’ve got new clothes, new camera on friday, ignoring the fact its christmas cause its shite :) but yeah, i love my mates so much, im addicted to salad still...
i remember what you wore on our first day, you came into my life and i thought hey, you know this could be something cause everything you do, and words you say you know that it all takes my breath away, and now im left with nothing i remember every look upon your face, the way you roll your eyes, the way you taste you make it hard for breathing, cause when i close my eyes and drift away i think of...
a moment, a love, a dream, aloud, a kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs
so basically
itssuicideseason:
going to see my dad’s grave tomorrow. i’m going to break down again i KNOW it. i hate this time of year :\
i miss you daddy :’(
ahhh it sucks big time i know, an i cant even get to see my dads grave :(
im actually addicted to exercise again, & im still addicted to salad
maybe i’ll do it right this time
i got proper stressed at my english teacher today, she wouldn’t shut up about christmas.. i won the debate
bah humbug.
; in 2009
( ) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car ( ) kissed in the snow ( ) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken ( ) broke someone else’s heart (x) had a stalker (x) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone ( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had an abortion (x) have a...
shadows dancing in the hall;
this will probably end up as a really long post ‘cause im stupidly bored. sold my camera todayyyy, i miss it already! 11 days till my new one is just too long, but its worth it.. ive got absolutely no work to do, finished my mocks today, the rest of the week will be boring as hell but oh well. still need someone to go shopping with friday, gonna have 100 quid to spend and i wanna get some...
“Lend me your hand and we’ll conquer them all,
But lend me your heart and...”
– Marcus Mumford
.. yup.
im fed up of being miserable and moaning all the time now, some people are still really getting on my nerves but thats life, if people don’t like me for who i am then fuck them, i can’t be bothered with being angry, so, from now on, im just gonna have a good time and not care about what idiots like you think :)
it was all simple words, playful at best, so the story starts who am I to say that she’s missing out on anything worth effort these days? she lays in an empty room, unconscious, as the day passes her by. right away, we fell in into each other head first, not even the shallow sign could stop it when our souls hit. now its up to us to keep this strong...